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Monday, September 18, 2006

Olats

If ever there was a time for anyone to feel inadequate, it is now. It is today and the next day and the next next day. Because today, we are reminded of how horribly we did during our own application periods. Which brings me back to love. Of all the bloody things this blog is dedicated to, there willl always be those recurring snipets of introspection into how the disease called love factors into our lives. Mahal ko ba talaga ang Cursor? Heaven knows I'm not enjoying it as much as I realy ought to. How much chould I enjoy it? Muling tinatamad si ma'am na magturo at pagkatapos nito, kami naman ang mag-lelecture.

The Wiener - Hopf equations for logical weight adjustment. As far as prioritization is concerned, I would like to pose the question, how do you satisfy cursor? How do you upset it beyond reconciliation? If you manage either, will it help others do the same?

I wil admit that it takes courage to completely sever yourself from something so large. To have been a part of something so rich and large is to hold over yourself a rich history you never trully experienced as a whole. While I feel its weight, I feel there should be more. There is no more love. There is no more love in what I feel for this lunk of people. What holds us together teeters by a thread. I miss cursor though I haven't left. I miss cursor, so that I inted to leave. I do not know why I feel this way.

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